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I should be Shot.

I should be shot.

My sincerest apology .. =x

I thought..no one was really waiting for Pandora's Box, and thus I spend more of my time on personal stuff, taking longer time to write the next chapter.

I'm really sorry.

I have just started a new chapter in life, and thus still in the stage of adjusting.

It really put me into shame when I realised someone is really waiting for another update.

i'm really sorry =x I really didn't..believe. Because. I know Pandora's Box is being ridiculously long and taking effing longer time than normal fics to update. i thought most readers have given up. cos feeling do fade.

But please believe in me! I have no intention at all in giving up on my fics. I swear, I will finish Pandora's Box, because I want to. It's my dear baby, i have spent so much time nurturing it and nurturing myself in the process.

I am still struggling with some personal stuff, those are really being tough on me (to the extent that sometimes i turned emo-ish and wanna escape from reality) but I have already planned to update the next chapter around the third week or fourth week of October.

Please continue to be with me!

But to those who have already given up on me, I understand completely =x
....but..please do not tell me. T_T

and..i received a few messages of encouragement and patience, really, thank you so much. those are really my source of encouragement and motivation.

Please wait for me!




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Oct. 3rd, 2009 05:18 am (UTC)
Of course we'll wait for you. :)
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:39 pm (UTC)
Oct. 3rd, 2009 05:22 am (UTC)
As I said once, your story was the first Jaeho I read, which means it's special to me :)
So don't worry and we'll look forward to whenever you update, k? =D
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:40 pm (UTC)
ah..so unlucky of you that this was your first yunjae!

T_______________T Thank you, ne.
Oct. 3rd, 2009 06:12 am (UTC)
I don't mind the wait, bb. ♥. I'm here for you even without PB! I hope that you find strength in your personal adjustments. ^^
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:42 pm (UTC)
GOSH. I lost count on how much i have depended emotionally on you for support ♥

hows life dear? yes, my strength is growing, i can feel it LOL.

Oct. 5th, 2009 02:14 pm (UTC)
Life is...there. XD Still making personal adjustments of my own! But things are getting easier by the day. ^_^

Oct. 7th, 2009 02:14 pm (UTC)
let;s hwaiting together! yes, things will always get better as long as we try to stay strong and stronger.

♥ ♥

missed you people so much =x
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Oct. 5th, 2009 01:42 pm (UTC)
Oct. 3rd, 2009 12:13 pm (UTC)
i'll be ard :D
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:43 pm (UTC)
cher, sweetie *hugs*
Oct. 4th, 2009 04:30 am (UTC)
You don't have to apologize, we'll wait. Sometimes, life can be rough. I know the feeling. *hugs*
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:44 pm (UTC)
yeah, life is rough =x *huggles back*
i see that you feel that too?
thank you honey. i am such a fickle kid.
Oct. 4th, 2009 06:25 am (UTC)
thankyou for still continuing Pandora's Box :) i've been one of the ppl waiting haha x3

it's ok, take your time! =] but not too much time? xD
can't wait for your update ^^
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:45 pm (UTC)
thank you for still waiting! you people's love really keep me going more than you know.

LOL i'm already motivated and has finished finally (!) half the chapter <3 hopefully this month =)

Oct. 4th, 2009 07:54 am (UTC)
You were the first person who introduced me to YunJae so I would definitely wait. :)
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:45 pm (UTC)
my honour.
thank you sweet <#
Oct. 5th, 2009 04:30 pm (UTC)
Oct. 4th, 2009 02:49 pm (UTC)
i'll wait :)
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:46 pm (UTC)
it fits the feel of your ava<3

Oct. 4th, 2009 02:52 pm (UTC)
EEEEES **huggleglomp**

I'm so sorry for not being able to read the latest chapters ;A; I've been just too busy so uhh I guess I'll wait for the series to finish and I'll start reading from the very beginning~

I MIss yooooou ;A;!
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:47 pm (UTC)
I UNDERSTAND ITS ALRIGHT. You're ALWAYS here omg. seriously, how long have we.."known" each other already? lol.

Miss ya too =O
hope you're still alive and very much kicking!<333
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:56 pm (UTC)

I.. dont know! XDDDD A couple of years or so, maybe? ♥

Yaaaay you miss me ^^
I guess so HAHA :D HOw's life so far? ♥
Oct. 7th, 2009 02:13 pm (UTC)
HAHA years already huh. DBSK are amazing people for bringing people together like that ♥
life? getting better, adjusting my mindset better now to suit current life. hope everything's well with you dear!
Oct. 5th, 2009 07:34 am (UTC)
I'll wait whole heartedly for this fic, in the same way I'm waiting for the return of DBSK. T___T FIGHTING!!!!!
Oct. 5th, 2009 01:48 pm (UTC)
You know i really appreciate all your love, despite being such a fickle kid =x
our boys will be alright! <3
Oct. 7th, 2009 01:41 am (UTC)
I shall await most patiently. I just hope that you are able to overcome the obstacles that are currently in your life. Doesn't matter if you're going to take a break for like 5 years, I'll completely understand dearie. :)

And never give up kay?
Oct. 7th, 2009 02:12 pm (UTC)
5 years! i will be a sinner lol.
i'm becoming stronger, should be no problem in a short time to come. thank you for always being so understanding darling.
yes, never give up! hope that all's well with you too ♥
Oct. 14th, 2009 10:08 am (UTC)
I'm one of your constant stalkers :]

It's understandable. We all have a personal life outside of our little LJ groupie, and it takes time to adjust and move through events in life. We're always waiting though, just so you know ;D

Your fic was what compelled me to get an LJ, becuase trust me, I avoided getting one at all costs for some reason. I became desperate after reading the beginning of your fic though (not sure if you remember, but I was the loser that didn't realize everything was in your journal and there were a good 30 chapters awaiting me .___.). The story confused me to no end at first and I was completely lost, but I loved it nonetheless; became obsessed and lived off of it. (Yes, feel creeped out >8D)

I'm willing to wait as long as it takes for this story, cause frankly, I love it and it holds a special meaning for me. It's probably my favorite story. 8D

Sorry this reply was so late. I've been MILJ for a while -___-
And this ramble was long, I know, but I just feel like a big mush today LOL

Hope you find enough strength to get through whatever hardship you might be dealing with :D
Oct. 14th, 2009 01:10 pm (UTC)
my first instinct when i finish your comment was to give you a hug, darling.

thank you so much. i know how tough it is to follow something for so long, cos i myself am feeling tough for following other fics and mine for a long period of time. now to think of it, it can be counted in years since we "met"? lol. and yes, i think i remembered!you commented before that you got a lj cos of this. you have no idea how elated i was =)

LOL. MILJ. same too then *hugs*

my promise to update this month! thank you dearie, best of luck to you and your life too ♥
Oct. 15th, 2009 04:57 am (UTC)
-hugs you back-
Hmm.. maybe not 'years' since i was a late reader, but surely more than a year or two :D

Lol. I'm always in and out of LJ, so most ppl don't remember me I don't think. Hearing that you do makes me happy though 8D

I'll stalk you LJ waiting then :]
Nov. 11th, 2009 12:58 am (UTC)
sometimes life can be a total bitch even for the strongest amongst us. i'll always wait patiently for your fics.

Nov. 11th, 2009 01:30 pm (UTC)


Nov. 11th, 2009 06:36 pm (UTC)
aww babes, if you create something, you must be something and you, my friend, created the greatest Jaeho fic known to man. A fanfic that proudly stands shoulder to shoulder with Gashiyeon.

just remember that no matter how hard things become or how painful, that there is always something better around the corner for those who strive for it.

All things are difficult before they are easy.You can’t turn back the clock, but you can definitely wind it up again.

Every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day. Always be happy, my sweets.


Nov. 14th, 2009 04:07 am (UTC)
my gods dearie, i doubt i deserve the love! it gives me encouragement though *huggles tight and smacks kisses*

i thought..i could update earlier, but since it is a chapter where we finally goes back to the present, then i realised the..pressure. lol. trying to connect the present and future to the past is so tough.

YES! thank you for giving me your strength! HWAITINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!! ♥
Nov. 20th, 2009 01:33 am (UTC)
awww don't be silly, there is no greater hell than to be a prisoner of fear.all things are difficult before they are easy.

Have a philosophy of physical discipline and mental toughness this will set you apart from your contemporaries.
have ability to fire under difficult conditions. This will add to your stature as outlandishhh, a person of unique individuality and character, that we all know and love.

yunjae hwaiting!!
outlandishhh hwaitinggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!

Nov. 24th, 2009 11:43 am (UTC)
you leave me speechless dear. ♥

thank you, rajakormi hwaiting too!!! ♥
Dec. 22nd, 2009 10:36 pm (UTC)
AHHH!!! Of course I'll wait for u too as all your other fans...PB is such a beautiful story..YUNJAE ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!!!
Arigatou!! Ganbatte ne!!
Anata wo zutto matteimasu <3 <3 <3
Dec. 22nd, 2009 11:13 pm (UTC)
im so glad that your continueing the story. i was just rereading some parts of it n checking for updates in winglin n finally saw yur site to lj!

im a reader from winglin name lily i doubt yu can remember me >.< but pandora box is the absolutely angstiest ff i ever read. its soulful and very deep. in fact this very fic got me into fandom.

please continue. i just added yu please do the same to me thank yu! yur work is appreciated n we will always wait for yu
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