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[Drabble] So Be It

Title: So Be IT
Pairing: YunJae
Genre: Slight Fluff?
Rating: PG
A/N: OMG I WROTE A PG DRABBLE. It has been a long while (not the PG but a fic), and so, please bear with me. I'm trying to get my muses and writing urge back without typing them in my favourtie Mircosoft Word which was lost when my computer crashed. Yes, damn, cos all fics stored in my computer are lost, but hi, i'm back ♥


There are times - a whole lot of times - when Jaejoong almost looked down upon himself, despite the fact that he thinks he is blissfully in love. A simple touch, a simple smile, or even a simple gaze from the other could make his heart flutters like marshmallows on a vanilla ice cream topped with whipped cream.

However.

If he were to turn into a complete fool in the name of Love . . . so be it. He will be more than willing to show the world what an utter fool he is, if the cause of all foolishness has a heart-tugging name called Jung Yunho.

 

* * *

 

There are times - a mighty-lot of times - when Yunho always looked down upon himself, but always for that one second, despite the fact that he thinks he is blissfully in love. A simple glance, not to mention a simple smile blooming from the other could make his pulse races like a newlywed couple on a crazy waltz on that very night the newlywed were announced husband and wife.

However.

If he were to be deemed as a useless fool in the name of Love . . . so be it. He will be more than willing to show the world what an utterly useless fool he is, if the culprit of all foolishness has a name in an angelic form of Kim Jaejoong.

 

* * *

 

There are times - a whole lot of times - when Jaejoong thinks that his love for Jung Yunho is greater than the other's love for him. He seems to care more for Yunho, more than how much Yunho cares for him.

He always steal uncontrollable glances - sometimes those glances simply turn to outright stares - towards the leader, with the fact that those were a five-members interview instead of a Jaejoong-and-Yunho interview always slipped out of his Yunho-filled mind.

There are times, when he thinks that he will surely burst from all the laughs and hugs and kisses of Yunho in his head. And each of these times when he thought he would die, one look at the always-composed Yunho before the cameras will always snap something sane in his mind. Uncontrollably, he would feel fury deep in his soul, but each time, the fire would simply evaporate into little bubbles of happiness whenever Yunho turns a to-Jaejoong-only smile on him.

These secretly infuriate Jaejoong, but he just loves moments of Yunho's to-Jaejoong-only smiles.

So, he let it be.

 

* * *

 

There are times - a mighty-lots of times - when Yunho thinks that his love for Kim Jaejoong is certainly heavier than the other's love for him. He seems to care more for Jaejoong, more than how much Jaejoong cares for him.

He always dazes off - sometimes to the extent that Changmin would stare hard and long at him and would turn that very-irritating (reads I know you're just a lovesick fool)-Changmin smile on him, whenever Jaejoong speaks in his honey-combed voice either to the cameras or to the other members. Half of him yearns for Jaejoong's attention - gaze - on him, and half of him will simply marveled at his lover's handsomeness and prettiness combined into one perfect form.

There are times, when he thinks that he will surely explode from all the pouts and smiles and kisses of Jaejoong in his head. And each of these times when he thought he would die, one look at the always-the-center-of-attraction-be-it-during-interviews-or-a-friends-gathering will always snap something sane in his mind. Uncontrollably, he would feel fury deep in his soul, but each time, the fire would simply evaporate into little bubbles of bliss whenever Jaejoong turns a to-Yunho-only smile on him.

These secretly infuriate Yunho, but he just loves moments of Jaejoong's to-Yunho-only smiles.

So, he let it be.

 

* * *

 

Always, the thought of I-bet-I-love-him-more-than-he-loves-me will appear at least 3 times in each and every day. However, when they are within their little sanctuary at home behind the closed and locked door cradling each other in each other's arms, the little bubbles of he-loves-me-as-much-as-I-love-him will fill the whole of their hearts, right to the very brim.

Most of the time, it would become so hard to breathe from the brimming love that they would crush each other in each other's arms, attempt to share an one-hundredth of their brimming love for each other to each other, as a sweet punishment.

And thus, on every single night, Jung Yunho and Kim Jaejoong will always allow sleep to overcome them in each other's arms with the thought of thank-all-sources-in-the-world-for-letting-my-love-stay-by-my-side-with-my-soul-in-his-heart-knowing-that-my-heart-keeps-his-soul-too.

As for the fury and insecurities and . . .

So be it.

 

 

 

-The End-

 

 


Comments

fairytokyo
Dec. 2nd, 2008 12:16 am (UTC)
Aww, this is so sweet :D
outlandishhh
Dec. 2nd, 2008 02:59 pm (UTC)
aw, thank you, and you too for being here ♥

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